ok so a lot of stuff has happened. im moving, i got my licsense, me and lindsey broke up again, im 16, i passed the first semester of school, and a bunch of other stuff. so yall said u were getting sick of my lasr entry so here ya go, have fun! later.

ok ppl this week has pretty much sucked and im sure all of you kno me and lindsey broke up. plz dont get mad at anyone or blame anyone, if u do or want to blame me or get mad at me. but in the first place its really no ones elses business if me and lindsey broke up. i mean its our relationship not yalls. and i also want to say that i didnt break up with lindsey for someone else ok cuz a lot of ppl think that i did but i eally didnt and i promise that. so thats pretty much all i wanted to say.

have a merry christmas

so school pretty much is the most stressful thing ever, like its stressing me out so much that im depressed and i hate this feeling. its not just school. its also some realationship problems. lets just say sometimes i dont feel the way i should towards someone. the girl of my dreams still is the girl of my dreams and always will be, but lately stuff has been happening like the whole maddie thing and school so its almost liek its diven me away from her but i still lover her.. when were around each other its like nothing could split us apart but when were seperated hell breaks loose. i hate it, i want it to be the way it used to be. i dont want to leave her, thats out of the question. i think when i feel this way i just need to spend some alone time and pray. and trust me i have been praying for us and i just want god to lead us down the right path. which he will, it might not be the one we like but then again it might, no one knows except him.

i love you lindsey... really.